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lyrics
I refuse to accept that I should be happy with settling
You've led me to believe that I should be content with this way of life
That I should be okay with getting less than I give
All this time you had me believing
That I wasn't good enough for you
Now I finally realize it's the other way around
You were wrong
Too long I've stood idly by while you take but do not give back
while you rob me of my sanity
You will never understand just how badly I crave you
That I would do anything to have your love
but all I can do is move on
I won't suffer from your black heart anymore
All this time you had me believing I wasn't good enough for you
Now I finally realize it's the other way around
I deserve to be loved, I know this
And I will not give up
As I close this chapter in my life I won't feel sorrow
I won't beat myself up for the decisions I've made
I will begin a new chapter
One in which I restore myself
I have to learn to love myself before I can love someone else
And more importantly, let someone else love me
I won't give up
I will attain what I desire so badly
No matter what
This is my promise to myself
credits
released July 25, 2014
Music written by Umbra. Lyrics by Cody Dodd. Thanks to Jacob Hansen for recording us. And thank you to anyone supporting us.
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